Positive vibrations

I found God within myself, and i loved her; I loved her fiercely.

I think I'm falling in love with the idea, the idea that is Jah Warrior, the idea of he man that can become a very big aspect of who i am. I'm falling in love with growing my hair and locking it, and becoming a part of mother earth and becoming "Dess", dess chort for Goddess, the name given to me by Jah Warrior. Do i love him as the man, i do not know..i have yet to know him, but i love the idea of him. I love ethe idea of going to the spring and the beach and taking a bath and shaking of the bad vibes of the day or the week or the month that was before. I'm falling in love with the idea of becoming on with mother earth, of finding my spirituality. I do not believe that Haile Selassie I is the reinarnation of God, bt i believe that Jah Warrior can have his religion and practice it, and i will respect his religion, once he respects my spirituality and my beliefs as i respect his. I do not believe that his religion will be forced upon me, i beieve i will grow my locks and my loks will be my strength, and my perception of God will be my conscience. Is that not what my conscience is? A version or even a small part of who God is?, He lives within my mind, he tells me what is right and what is wrong; and from there i will choose whether i will do what is right or what is wrong, God can lead you only so far, but its up to you in the end to make your choices to be a good personor to be a bad person. I do not believe in the idea of he devil. I do not believe that you should use him as a scapegoat. There is no such thing as the devil made me do it. You were given a choice...good or bad, right or wrong and you chose....the devil had no influence on you or the person that you are or the person you are to become. I have fallen in love with the idea, the idea of becoming a more spiritual person. Religion matters little to me, there are too many different religions, all serving the same idea of a God. he has different names, people have different concepts of him but in the end we are all serving the same God so i am spiiual, or i will become spiritual, but i am not religious. I am who i am, and you may call me by differnt names but in the end i have to know who i am for me and i have to find who i am on the inside. I have to love her. I have found God in myself, and i loved her, i loved her fiercely.